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Hello world. I'm feeling just a tinsy little
bit emotional. And you guessed it. I'm leaving Freedom for a while, far away from my loved ones and friends. Right now it's a queer feeling that can't be defined exactly by mere words. It's the excitement school kids have for the very first day at school. Yet, like a little kid, I just don't wish to say goodbye to mommy. I'm crying my eyes out, wishing that this never would happen. Wishing that they'll just let me off. Everyone would say something like, 'It's just 7 weeks!' 'You won't get to see civilisation for 2 weeks only what.' Yes, you're calling me a whimp. Sigh, maybe I really am. Freedom just means so much to me, huh. Everything doesn't matter at all. All I know very well, is that I'll miss my Baby so terribly. I really can't help feeling my eyes well up, though I lost my tearducts quite some time ago. I can't help feeling worried about her, cause I can't be there to take care of her. Be there for her when she really needs me. Protect her, love her. Or maybe the truth is that I really need her, like how I need air. Back then, every night for me was a struggle to fall asleep. Because I feel so cold, too far from your warmth and comfort. To this, a song rises up from within. Baby, please listen to the song, 'Selfish'. It really describes how I'm feeling. Most of it. Goodnight world. Till next time. Just can't wait for hell to burn over. dimwit at 4/06/2009 12:33:00 AM |
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