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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I will sleep earlier tonight. Promised.

I'm going back to Tekong in less than
2 weeks! I think. I'm dreading it so
badly. I just don't want to go through
all that shit again. Noooooooooo...

Beloved Haikel's celebrating his
21st birthday this Thursday!
Happy birthday Dad! Hope yan will
marry you soon and then I'll get free
dental every year! Woohoo!

Birthdays are wonderful. Especially
when you're spending it with a bunch
of guys you may or may not know.
And you have to celebrate it on the
quiet, lest they find out, you're going
to receive a big 'Tau-pok' for your
birthday present. And I'm wishing
that they won't 'cause I don't think
they'll let me off even if I said I have
back problems(I really do!).

Boss said I could KIV my off too.
That's good news. He'll be on
course too, and that's better news.
Though he has upgraded long bows
which can reach us even if he's not
physically around. Tried and tested.
We were the target boards.

Oh man, Sylvia Plath's son just
hanged himself! What a tragedy.
The entire family is cursed with
death and depression. Now it's just
left with Freida. I think it's only a
matter of time she finds a way to
join her family too. It's a real pity, though.

I feel like I'm hitting mid-life crisis
prematurely. Maybe it's because I'm
nearing the 20 mark. Everybody
around me is leaving to further their
studies, disappearing(or is it me?),
and getting far too busy to surface from
the subterranean. And I'm getting too
caught up thinking how much would I
expect to be paid, what kind of car
would I be driving, what kind of house
would I be living in, would I be able to
afford it, would I be debt-free or debt-ridden,
if my kids will turn out well, if I would be
a good parent to inculcate the best of
values, if I could survive the growing
intensity of competition, if I would live to
enjoy my retirement and if I would die of
old age and naturally.

Gee, I'm one weird thing.

Alright, alright one last thing!
Whoa, this kind of thing can't even keep
to myself. Expect me to write about it!
I don't know why but I really feel that
you're becoming prettier each and
every day. Increasingly cute in everything
that you do. I mean all the small things, too.
It's really funny because you've been
feeling unwell lately, yet I see you in the
way that I do. So much that I try not to say
much about it. Because if I do, I'll just keep
turning my head telling you the same thing
over and over, every second:

I love you baby!

dimwit at 3/24/2009 11:02:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 I will sleep earlier tonight. Promised. I'm going back to Tekong in less than 2 weeks! I think. I'm dreading it so badly. I just don't want to go through all that shit again. Noooooooooo... Beloved Haikel's celebrating his 21st birthday this Thursday! Happy birthday Dad! Hope yan will marry you soon and then I'll get free dental every year! Woohoo! Birthdays are wonderful. Especially when you're spending it with a bunch of guys you may or may not know. And you have to celebrate it on the quiet, lest they find out, you're going to receive a big 'Tau-pok' for your birthday present. And I'm wishing that they won't 'cause I don't think they'll let me off even if I said I have back problems(I really do!). Boss said I could KIV my off too. That's good news. He'll be on course too, and that's better news. Though he has upgraded long bows which can reach us even if he's not physically around. Tried and tested. We were the target boards. Oh man, Sylvia Plath's son just hanged himself! What a tragedy. The entire family is cursed with death and depression. Now it's just left with Freida. I think it's only a matter of time she finds a way to join her family too. It's a real pity, though. I feel like I'm hitting mid-life crisis prematurely. Maybe it's because I'm nearing the 20 mark. Everybody around me is leaving to further their studies, disappearing(or is it me?), and getting far too busy to surface from the subterranean. And I'm getting too caught up thinking how much would I expect to be paid, what kind of car would I be driving, what kind of house would I be living in, would I be able to afford it, would I be debt-free or debt-ridden, if my kids will turn out well, if I would be a good parent to inculcate the best of values, if I could survive the growing intensity of competition, if I would live to enjoy my retirement and if I would die of old age and naturally. Gee, I'm one weird thing. Alright, alright one last thing! Whoa, this kind of thing can't even keep to myself. Expect me to write about it! I don't know why but I really feel that you're becoming prettier each and every day. Increasingly cute in everything that you do. I mean all the small things, too. It's really funny because you've been feeling unwell lately, yet I see you in the way that I do. So much that I try not to say much about it. Because if I do, I'll just keep turning my head telling you the same thing over and over, every second: I love you baby! dimwit at 3/24/2009 11:02:00 PM
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