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I sense a surging joy within, something
I haven't felt for a long, long time. The feeling like this bestowed upon me melts me. I've felt cold for far too long. And boy am I glad I'm human once again. I feel tremendously ashamed of myself for hurting so many people, foolishly thinking that no one would ever read poor old Bryant's blog. I was so wrong. Especially for writing nasty, devilish words that impaled countless kind hearts. O, what a devil I was! The very forgiveness their generous hearts have offered is indeed cherished and appreciated. Gladly savoured. I never would want a dejavu. All I want now is everybody's happiness. Words I use shall be of a useful power and not mercilessly abused like before. These tears that I have shed serves me well. It does little to purge me of my undoing. But it did make me feel a lot more mature than before. Just one night brought the man out of me. I'm not alone anymore. Now I have so many more lovely souls in my life to die for. Even my colleagues, my superiors, have all been more than a blessing. Take a step back, Bryant. And you'll realise how fortune you are. How fortunate you've been. I'm sorry to have caused more hurt than anything in the world. And I'm ready to not turn back. I'm ready for my future. Our future. dimwit at 12/02/2008 10:55:00 PM |
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