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You may say it's just the late hour
syndrome. I just can't shake off that feeling that I have no place in your virtual world. That I'm increasingly losing importance, even in this aspect of your life. Your blog is a place where you talk about anything. From the mundane stuff everyday, to issues that are so important to you. Yet I'm hardly ever discussed about, or mentioned. Maybe I'm just being too fussy. Hope I really am. But why, why in the past did you include them so easily in your posts about your everyday? Why the difference? Reading your posts seem to be a reflection of your life. That your life is about the tension before schooling and the enjoyable yet tiring trainings. Where do I then belong, my love? Emotions like that are evoked by the same posts which made you tear and text me silly messages, telling me to take care and be safe. I don't want to read posts dedicated to me when I'm dead. When I'm nothing more than an apparition. I'm not angry, just feeling empty and dejected. Sigh, you're the most important person in my life. Call me silly but, I think I'm slowly giving up everything that were once important to me cause you're taking over - as the one, and only. I'm loving you in every sense of the word. dimwit at 7/26/2008 12:59:00 AM |
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